w00ts..long time nv post my blogg le..finally CNY is coming to an end..This year CNY dunno y dun really have the mood to celebrate..This year the CNY suddenly felt that i grown so much older le..last time see all my young relatives,play with them,chat with them..now all grown up le..This year CNY held at my house..So many ppl came..my poor 2 dogs,mack and niik,cannot get to sleep at all..After everyone left my house le,mack and niik straight away went to sleep..bet they over-tire themself le..

CNY been so busy till spend too little time with my dar le..Miss her alot..Shes the 1st person so far,can make me dream of her when im sleeping..Dreamt of her for the past 3 days le..Love my DAR LYNETTE and we shall nv leave each other..She made me believe tat true love assist again..Enjoy being with her..

If we both last long,or maybe last till end of the day or maybe even longer,i will be going hongkong to visit my dar =)..

ytd happen a few things..hmm..took halfday coz afternoon gt BTT..basic theory test for car de..when i reach there,saw many many ppl over there going to take the test..suddenly felt super nervous..the test was 3.15 and i reach there at 2.45 loool..studied very long for the test le and gt high confidence that i will pass..end up,i FAILED..damn piss off..not say i last min nv study for the test,that 1 fail can understand..i studied 1 month earlier before the test le and this shit still happen ZZZ..after i gt the results for the test le,i left the place..mood became super bad le..then i took a bus home le..

when i reach home le,took some time to cool down..after ard 530 left home and meet jason big bird and danson med bird and ryan for ktv =)..we went to chinatown ktv and sing from 7 to 11..During the ktv,sang many songs..1st time singing zhong yi shuo chu kou,tears almost came out..im not thinking of anything at tat time but my tears juz suddenly feel like coming out..

this is wad happen ytd =)

hehe..ytd sat watch midnite movie "COLLEGE"..the show alright..sighh how i wish singapore have tat kind of party =x..Before watch the movie wif Jason big bird and Danson med bird,we played left 4 dead at cine..Play until almost gone crazy loool..

Now already got gf le..but i dunno whether is in game girlfren or real life girlfren.sighh..Dunno y im still feeling very empty inside..

wanted to post a blogg be4 i slp =)..consider today is still friday k..=x today took 1 day leave..muz go court becoz of the dumb NEA..zz..after the hearing took cab home..lazy take mrt..haha..once i reach home le straight away login gunbound..=x..

recently went back to gunbound..know this gal from gunbound,shes called lyn..when i play wif her,i feel quite happy and quite relax..juz got tis feeling that im attracted to her..today was playing wif my other gb frens..after playing for many hours,she msg me all those unhappy things..few days ago she said that she feels very happy when playing wif me..and shes starting to like me le..but today,this thing happen..when i saw her msg,theres tis pain in my heart..are my feelings into her already ??

always having mix up feelings sighh..oh ya tis gal is from hongkong =)

sighh..my mood is not getting any better but even worst..seriously dunno wtf im thinking about as my mind most of the time is completely blank..Liting told me that i can put my happy and unhappy things into her but i think till now all i have is unhappy things..No happy things at all..

Maybe ill stop going after singapore gals from now on and maybe into other country gals..On the verge of giving up on singapore gals..

dunno y tis few days not emo at all,but juz in super bad mood..think theres smthin wrong wif me le..Wanted to watch college the movie today but end up,when i reach home and check the timing,the show not showing anymore..the show only out in cinema not even 2 weeks and not showing already ??FK UP..ZZZZ..this already totally spoil my mood for the day le..

today rush from camp to EL Hub to watch movie with my mother n brother..ONG BAK 2..hah..The shows is not bad only the ending abit dissapointing..but overall nice..the fightning all is superb!!hah..

Still wondering where is my MS RIGHT ??

last blogg before i sleep..hehe..

I dowan to keep thinking of the past but the images juz keep flashing back..sighh..whenever i go suntec,i will think of debra..go vivo,will think of zoe..go parklane,will think of sherrlyn..How to stop thinking of all this i seriously dunno how..

Now on top of my speaker,i put debra gave me the soft toy doggie as birthday present 3yrs ago..Juz couldnt bear to throw it away..coz it meant alot to me..Then ytd,i found liting gave me the birthday present a small bear..actually she gave me 1 boy 1 gal de..but that time the gal bear i hang in onto my keychain..And i lost my keys..ZZZ..Now left wif the boy bear..that time cant bear to lose the gal bear as it represent liting..hah..this was 1 or 2 yrs ago..

Now the boy bear is sitting on top of the soft toy dog tat debra gave me..Really cherish this 2 presents alot..

I wanna patch back wif debra..But it has been 3yrs already..The last time i saw her was 1yr ago at vivo countdown to the new yr..she totally changed alot..But whenever i see her,my feelings are still there for her..but recently heard many bad things about her..Seriously dunno how come she can change so much..Sighhh..

Sleeping time le..Camp tml sian..

Today dunno y super hungry and tired..Reach camp straight away sleep for 30mins like tat..Then wake up le went to my other office and do work..Eyes very pain..

Ate lunch at 12.00,then 2oclock hungry again..took halfday today..went home and sleep till 6 like tat..

Been smoking alot this few days dunno y oso..maybe becoz feeling very empty inside ba..Been coughing alot since last week but i cant be bothered oso..

At 10oclock like tat,chatted wif liting on msn..dunno y when i talk to her i feel very relax..hah..


Dota time..1hour later then i will post the last blogg before i sleep..Hope my mood will get better ba..

Ok..before i sleep,i would like to post the last blogg..=)..

Been hearing this song zhong yi shou chu kou for the past few days..I find this song very meaningful and heart breaking..I like this song alot but the more i hear it,my mood got worst..

I really want to move on with life but i still seriously cant..i dunno y..Want to forget bout debra,zoe and sherrlyn..this 3 person that actually made my tears went down..


HOW TO FORGET THEM?? HOW HOW HOW??


Time to sleep le..Hope tomorow wake up my mood will get better..

today evening like around 7+,liting n penny came my house and teach me blogg..LOL..so paiseh -.-".At first,penny say she want to teach me.But i tell her later u teach me from blogg become block.LOL..Penny gt new bf.That is Mack =)..After liting n penny teach me blogg le,we went for dinner.After eat finish le,penny say she stomach pain -.-".Then liting went to penny house with her.And i went home alone le.Miss the days when we are all together..


Father came back from thailand.So happy.He bought 2 chivas for me as my birthday present.Cool..


Nothing to say le..feeling damn moody now..signing off =)

w00ts..1st time on blogg..been wondering y so many ppl so into blogg..so i came in n try..haha..liting told me tat in blogg i can put my happy n unhappy things inside here..so i decided to give it a try..