last blogg before i sleep..hehe..

I dowan to keep thinking of the past but the images juz keep flashing back..sighh..whenever i go suntec,i will think of debra..go vivo,will think of zoe..go parklane,will think of sherrlyn..How to stop thinking of all this i seriously dunno how..

Now on top of my speaker,i put debra gave me the soft toy doggie as birthday present 3yrs ago..Juz couldnt bear to throw it away..coz it meant alot to me..Then ytd,i found liting gave me the birthday present a small bear..actually she gave me 1 boy 1 gal de..but that time the gal bear i hang in onto my keychain..And i lost my keys..ZZZ..Now left wif the boy bear..that time cant bear to lose the gal bear as it represent liting..hah..this was 1 or 2 yrs ago..

Now the boy bear is sitting on top of the soft toy dog tat debra gave me..Really cherish this 2 presents alot..

I wanna patch back wif debra..But it has been 3yrs already..The last time i saw her was 1yr ago at vivo countdown to the new yr..she totally changed alot..But whenever i see her,my feelings are still there for her..but recently heard many bad things about her..Seriously dunno how come she can change so much..Sighhh..

Sleeping time le..Camp tml sian..