its 2.35am le and i'm still not tired..

juz now i called tweety niao and told her all my feelings that is bothering me for a very long time le..felt so much better after pouring out to her everything..at least now i know its time to let go le..

i will 101% confirm that i will never lose tis best buddy..She will be my best buddy till the day i leave this world..

Thx tweety niao for being there for me whenever i feel sad or anything..

im feeling very down now..sighh..

on the outside part of me,i looking for a gal non-stop..but on the inside,im actually still thinking and waiting for 1 gal..

i've been waiting for her for about 3yrs le..tried giving up..but i juz cant give up as im afraid of losing her..

juz wanna post 1 short post tats expressing my feelings now..



能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了


我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了..

Today super busy in camp..Super chaotic in camp also..after book out,as usual,took bus home n blast the music in my ears..throughout the journey,felt abit down..

Was trying out this new game "STEPS"..waited for this game so long and now it finally release le..Played a few game and was totally dissapointed in the game..Its another version of "AUDITION"..i thought it was the english version of "SDO"..Totally cannot concentrate on the game at all as my mind was juz not into the game but somewhere else..

Been thinking lately what i am really living for..On the surface i try to express the happy side of me..On the inside,emptiness and sadness juz occupy my heart..Trying very hard to find a gf now,but i juz cant bring myself to ask for gals number..Want to admit tat my courage totally sux..

Now if i were to have trouble with all those small bengs and small lians,i seriously hope that they really can end my life..