Today super busy in camp..Super chaotic in camp also..after book out,as usual,took bus home n blast the music in my ears..throughout the journey,felt abit down..

Was trying out this new game "STEPS"..waited for this game so long and now it finally release le..Played a few game and was totally dissapointed in the game..Its another version of "AUDITION"..i thought it was the english version of "SDO"..Totally cannot concentrate on the game at all as my mind was juz not into the game but somewhere else..

Been thinking lately what i am really living for..On the surface i try to express the happy side of me..On the inside,emptiness and sadness juz occupy my heart..Trying very hard to find a gf now,but i juz cant bring myself to ask for gals number..Want to admit tat my courage totally sux..

Now if i were to have trouble with all those small bengs and small lians,i seriously hope that they really can end my life..