It's been super long i post le..

juz came back from melvin chalet..super shag.ytd nite,suddenly feel very moody.so started to drink wif melvin absolute with red bull..LOL..

we keep drinking and drinking and drinking..we both drank half a bottle..In my mind,I'm still thinking alot about her..But i chose to go another different route with her..Maybe all these is juz my retribution for making that mistake..drank alot last nite..

Couldn't sleep properly at all for the whole nite..vomit 2 times..and till now,i still feel like vomitting..1st time i really push myself to the limit..